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God asked me, "Why Are You Persecuting Yourself?" (For Those Disillusioned by the Motivations of their Hearts)


by Kathie Pelton
Mar 27, 2005



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Voters Want To Know What A Person's Values Are And What Motivates And Animates Their Life" - Candidates for Governor in Virginia Take Their Faith Out on the Campaign Trail
March 27, 2005

 

 

Republican and former state Attorney General Jerry W. Kilgore and Lt. Governor Timothy M. Kaine, a Democrat, are both gubernatorial candidates for the state of Virginia, and both hit the campaign trail this week, fearlessly extolling their religious beliefs.


According to an article in The Washington Times, for Mr. Kilgore, a Baptist, and Mr. Kaine, a Catholic, "their belief in God is a cornerstone of their lives and has played a prominent role throughout their careers." 

 

Says Mr. Kilgore: "As a young boy growing up in a small town, [my parents] instilled in me the values of hard work, honesty and a deep and abiding faith in God. I would attend services at our small church nestled among our majestic mountains -- overshadowed only by the importance of our faith and the size of our dreams." 


Mr. Kaine brings up the time he spent building medical clinics and schools and teaching poor teenagers carpentry skills in Honduras when he was 22, according to the same report.  "I was a young guy searching for a direction in life," said Mr. Kaine. "The experience taught me a life in service is a fulfilled life." 
        

One Virignia expert says it's "politically smart for candidates to discuss faith and values, given the results of last year's presidential election. Virginians want to know where a person's values are and what motivates and animates their life," he said.


Teresa Neumann Reporting

by Christina Bellantoni / Teresa Neumann Reporting : Mar 27, 2005 :
The Washington Times


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http://www.breakingchristiannews.com/articles/display_art.html?ID=431

 



March 27, 2005


God asked me, "Why Are You Persecuting Yourself?" (For Those Disillusioned by the Motivations of their Hearts)
by Kathie Pelton
www.the-war-room.com

 

Today a friend sent me a short revelation he had received concerning Saul's journey on the road to Damascus. As I read it, the Holy Spirit began speaking to me. I have been on a journey of my own the past month or so . . . it has been the journey of searching my heart. Just yesterday I told the Lord that it felt like He had blinded me on this road of searching my heart. I was asking Him why?

When this short revelation came (via e-mail) from our family friend, my spiritual eyes began to see. I began to see Saul, on this journey in Acts 9, breathing threats and murder against the disciples of the Lord. He was intent on ridding the world of those who would follow "The Way."

Saul was neither searching his heart nor asking for wisdom to walk in righteousness while traveling the road to Damascus. He was not fasting and praying about how he could love his neighbor better or confessing his shortcomings. Saul was up to no good! His thoughts were on killing those who had been saved by grace and threatening those who would even consider this "Way" of living.

As Saul was on this journey to meet with the high priest, in order to find out the names of the men and women who had come to know Christ as their Savior, he is suddenly interrupted. Just as he approached his destination of Damascus, he "suddenly" encountered a light from heaven that flashed all around him. After falling to the ground, he hears the audible voice of God who asks him why he is persecuting Him and then gives him direction about what to do next. Saul was then lead by the hand (though blinded for three days) to the place that the Lord had directed.


God's Sovereignty on our Journeys

After seeing this story so clear in my spirit, the Lord began to ask me some questions also. The first question was, "What are you doing, Kathi?"

My response was, "Searching my heart, Lord."

Then He asked me, "What do you see?"

And I answered, "I can't see anything, but I know that You are leading me by the hand."

Then He began to show me how He is able to interrupt our journeys, like with Saul, and lead us onto the right paths. I realized that so often we begin to play Holy Spirit in our own lives because we have stopped trusting in the sovereignty of God. I had become judge and jury over the condition of my heart and over my lack of human ability to love my neighbor enough. As a leader, I was looking for a higher standard of love and servanthood then I was seeing in myself. But what I forgot is that it is only by the sovereign hand of God that I can love or serve, and it is up to Him to search my heart.

Saul was not doing any of these things . . . fasting, praying, groaning, repenting, searching . . . He was intent on evil. This did not stop God! God interrupted his journey to speak to him and to change him into the Apostle Paul. The Lord chose Saul to be an instrument of His and to bear His name. Saul did not choose the Lord. In the most unlikely moment, He encountered the kindness of God on a journey to destroy His people. Yet, I found myself not trusting that He would reach out to me, His daughter, in the same kindness to speak to me and to take me by the hand and lead me on a right way. I had taken matters into my own hands.

Blinded By His Love

Just yesterday I was asking Him why I couldn't see (being a seer, this was quite disorienting). Today I realize that His love and mercy came in and blinded my pursuit to "persecute my own heart". It was as if the Lord said, "Kathi, why are you persecuting yourself?"

With that, He took my hand and brought me back to the place of stillness where I can rest in the trust that He is the One who will search my heart and lead me on right paths. He says in Romans 9:15-16,

"I will have mercy on whom I have mercy, and I will have compassion on whom I have compassion. So then it does not depend on the man who wills or the man who runs, but on God who has mercy."

As a pastor and leader, I see so many people every week that are weary due to searching their own hearts and motives. They are exhausted by their own efforts to love or to serve. They are disillusioned by the motivations of their hearts. I think that we need to return to the amazing grace that we were given upon our salvation. The realization that He chose us -- we didn't choose Him -- is something we need to remember. Our prayer is that He would search our hearts and see if there is any wicked way within us . . . not that He would help us to search our own hearts and try to change it by our human efforts.

He is taking His sons and daughters by the hand, blinding us from finding our way on the road of human effort (or self persecution), and leading us into that still place of knowing that He is God and He is able to keep us from falling. God will interrupt our journeys, and His sovereignty will stop us and change us even when we least expect it. If He did it for Saul, He will surely do it for you!

Kathi Pelton
www.the-war-room.com


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