by Francis Frangipane
http://www.frangipane.org
Love - A Passion for Oneness
There are two conditions of the heart no one can
hide: one is when the heart is filled with love and the other when we are infected
with bitterness. Either condition can take over our thoughts and both can filter
our entire view of life. As followers of Jesus Christ, we must make our highest
quest to possess hearts full of God's love. Indeed, how successful we are at revealing
Christ's love is the true measure of our spirituality.
Thus, love cannot long exist as an unexpressed or hidden secret. If love is real,
it will be seen in a thousand manifestations reaching to the heart of its beloved.
Love, which is in truth passion for oneness, is too powerful to be contained by
mere discipline or self-control. Indeed, is not love boldly displayed in its unrequited
gifts, and is it not heard in its many encouragements and expressions of concern?
Is it not tangible in its unabashed enjoyment of time spent with those it loves?
Bitterness - A Prosecuting Attorney
Bitterness, too, cannot be hidden. A bitter soul is not seeking oneness, but justice.
It is driven by the unresolved theft of its peace, personhood or possessions. Bitterness
is not just a wound seeking healing, it is a prosecuting attorney building a case
against the guilty. Because a bitter soul is conjoined to the injustice committed
against it, it perpetually is listening to the voice of its heartache and, thus,
perpetually wounded by the unforgiven offense.
Dear friends, Jesus said He came to give us life in abundance. He said He was anointed
and sent to proclaim release to prisoners and freedom to captives (Jn 10:10; Lk
4:18). If we feel we have been spiritually incarcerated by a bitter experience or
an injustice, God is not seeking to condemn us for it, but to save us from it. Even
now, His Spirit is reaching to release us from this unbearable burden of the past.
How Do We Become Free?
In my 34 years of walking with the Lord, there have
been many times that I have been slandered, defrauded or unfairly attacked. I have
had my opportunities to be embittered by injustice. Not every wound was healed instantly
nor each injustice swiftly remedied. Jesus said, "By your patience (Greek: endurance)
possess your souls" (Lk 21:19). The Message translation renders this, "Staying with
it - that's what is required. Stay with it to the end. You won't be sorry; you'll
be saved." In the final analysis, being wounded or suffering loss is not the issue
- Paul said he "suffered the loss of all things." The real issue is that we "may
gain Christ" (Phil 3:8).
Let me also say that I know people whom the Lord simply touched and healed or that
the offending situation itself changed, and healing came. Let us make room for the
vastness of God's grace. Indeed, Hebrews 2:18 reveals that, since Christ "Himself
was tempted in that which He has suffered, He is able to come to the aid of those
who are tempted." For no other reason except that He loves us, He will "come to
the aid of those" who are embattled. Let us always make room for such grace.
At the same time, I have also recognized that God's highest goal for me is my conformity
to Christ. (See Rom 8:28-29). God heals me so He can conform me to Christ and sometimes
He reverses that process: He conforms me to Christ so He can heal me. In other words,
my deliverance came as I appropriated Christ's love in place of mine or His ability
to trust in the Father when being wounded by injustice.
Trusting God to Vindicate Us
Consider this issue of trusting God. Peter tells us, "For you have been called for
this purpose, since Christ also suffered for you, leaving you an example for you
to follow in His steps, who committed no sin, nor was any deceit found in His mouth;
and while being reviled, He did not revile in return; while suffering, He uttered
no threats, but kept entrusting Himself to Him who judges righteously;" (1 Pe 2:21-23).
Sometimes my healing from wounding and possible bitterness came, not because restitution
was made to me by the person who hurt me, but because I learned to entrust myself
to God who judges righteously. To trust that God will vindicate me in His time and
in His way is a sign of spiritual maturity. It's really the only way we can avoid
responding to reviling with reviling and allowing a wound to fester into bitterness.
There are other times when a lingering conflict would become an oppression upon
my soul. Again, as an antidote to becoming bitter, Jesus taught, "Blessed are you
when men cast insults at you, and persecute you, and say all kinds of evil against
you falsely, on account of Me. Rejoice, and be glad (Luke adds, "and leap for joy"),
for your reward in heaven is great" (Matt 5:11-12).
The Antidote of Rejoicing!
If you have been unfairly treated; if some injustice has soiled your name or threatens
your future because of your faith in Christ, one antidote is to rejoice. Before
you defend your right to remain miserable, let me ask: have you obeyed Jesus by
leaping for joy? I remember one occasion when I was especially hurt by a man who,
based on a dream his wife had, used his wife's fantasy to divide our little church.
I loved this couple greatly, as I also loved everyone in our church, so my sorrow
was multiplied. Indeed, each time I considered the evil this slander was causing,
my emotions stormed with anger and grief.
Yet, eventually the Lord spoke to my heart. He asked, since the slander spoken against
me wasn't true, why I hadn't obeyed Him? He said I had become oppressed by people's
words, but I hadn't yet leaped for joy. So, I decided to obey Him. Standing alone
in the dimmed afternoon lighting of our church sanctuary, I prepared myself to rejoice.
Yet, I was so emotionally drained with sadness I had no joy; I could hardly walk,
much less leap. Yet, in obedience I tried a feeble jump. Then again, and again,
until the Holy Spirit broke through and I was shouting and leaping before the Lord,
rejoicing in His sovereign power in my life.
Now, if the problems we are encountering are legitimate consequences to our bad
behavior, then we should repent and not blame others for our condition. We still
can rejoice that we serve a great God who can work even our failures for good. But
if our conflicts are due to our commitment to serve the Lord, then we ought to obey
Him and "leap for joy."
The Waters of Marah
Christ is not our "Savior" in merely a distant or
theological sense; He is Immanuel, "God with us." He dwells within us; He is committed
to us. He is fully capable of transforming what was meant to destroy us and using
it as a means to perfect us. We must believe that God is fully able to redeem all
we go through. If we harbor unbelief about either the Father's goodness or His abilities,
our difficulties will reduce us to bitter, angry people.
Consider also, if Satan is set on destroying us, it must be because God has something
powerful waiting for us in the future. The devil does not waste his time attacking
insignificant people; he attacks those he fears will be used by God to liberate
others. If Satan can set up an attack that causes you to become bitter, your destiny
will be sidetracked until that root of bitterness is plucked from your soul.
How is it that bitterness can exist in us? Bitterness is a demonic manipulation
of a wound or injustice we suffer in our soul. Jesus, however, said that the only
way to save our souls is to lose them to Him (Jn 12:25). Beloved, I am telling you
how I have passed through some of the most difficult battles I faced: I carried
the cross.
I believe that my steps are ordered of God. Therefore, if I have faced an injustice,
He must have either allowed it or ordered it. In His great omniscience, He knew
I would need more love or faith or dependency upon Him, so He arranged my steps
so He could work in me His overcoming nature. My battles are not about me and someone
else, or even me coming against the devil; ultimately, in every conflict, God is
seeking to create Christ-likeness in me. As the character, authority and love of
Christ become functional in my life, my enemies are subdued and Christ is triumphant
through me.
The Cross is the Cost
We must, therefore, get over the idea that there is a painless place of existence
on earth, and we must learn how to carry the cross of Christ. The cross puts to
death our unbelieving, fearful, selfish nature and allows the character of Christ
to emerge in our spirits. The cross is the cost we pay so that redemption prevails.
There is a story in Exodus that figuratively reveals the power of the cross. The
Israelites went three days without fresh water. When they finally found water, "they
could not drink the waters of Marah, for they were bitter; therefore it was named
Marah" (Ex. 15:22-23). Marah, you'll recall, means bitterness. They finally found
water, but they could not drink it. The Lord, however, showed Moses "a tree, and
he cast it into the waters, and the waters were made sweet" (Ex 15:25).
What Moses did was prophetic. The tree that was applied symbolically to the bitter
water was a picture of the cross of Christ when it's applied to our bitter experiences:
it turns the bitter to sweet. I know in the many times the enemy has used people
to wound or strike me, as I applied the cross to my life - forgiving, blessing and
letting love be perfected - the outcome has always been a greater manifestation
of Christ in my life.
A Greater Manifestation
This is exactly how Paul handled adversity and injustice. Listen to what he wrote,
"But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the exceeding greatness of the
power may be of God, and not from ourselves; we are pressed on every side, yet not
straitened; perplexed, yet not unto despair; pursued, yet not forsaken; smitten
down, yet not destroyed; always bearing about in the body the dying of Jesus, that
the life also of Jesus may be manifested in our body. For we who live are always
delivered unto death for Jesus' sake, that the life also of Jesus may be manifested
in our mortal flesh" (2 Cor 4:7).
Dear one, is this not what you desire most: the life of Jesus Himself manifested
in your mortal flesh? Satan has been manipulating your old nature, seeking to work
bitterness into your life. The way the Lord has redeemed me from every battle I
have faced, has been to use that battle to crucify my old nature and release a greater
unveiling of Christ in me. This is New Testament Christianity in its greatest glory.
Lord Jesus, forgive me for trying to save my life. I purpose to trust you, to allow
love to be perfected within me, to not seek justice, but mercy for myself and others.
Help me, Lord. Reveal Your Spirit's power within me. Even now, uproot every bitter
plant in my soul. Let my words be full of grace and truth, not bitterness and evil.
In Jesus name. Amen.
by Francis Frangipane
http://www.frangipane.org
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